I want to fall in love with you again.

And so, he went to have lunch at a Japanese fast food chain. He bought his meal, sat down and quickly tucked in after a short prayer.
After a short while, a little girl appeared. She climbed on an adjacent chair and looked at him inquisitively, as if she was unsure if he was a threat.

He turned and saw her standing with the wall as a support, she looked just about 2 years old or even younger.
He thought to himself "Sometimes it takes small steps, to finally be warm from the inside out."

He smiled at her.

The little girl then returned a sweet and beautiful smile.

"It was worthwhile" he thought.

It was.

Today was a slow day, but i guess i spent it quite alright. But still i need to do more productive things. I don't want to waste my days away. I had lunch alone at Yoshinoya, continued packing my room(since last year) and trained with my friend.

I always wondered, even the most evil of all people started out as cute babies. Small little life forms with small hands and small feet. I am sure, such cute things weren't meant for things that are destructive. What went wrong? It led me to think, we were meant for more.

Most of our lives are just vicious cycles. Work, play, rest. Thats all? And all the unnecessary suffering? I tell myself a lot "There must be more than this"
If not, what for. I am not satisfied, its not enough. I believe that when life finally ends on earth it is meant to continue.

Till i meet my maker, i want to store my treasures in heaven and anticipate that day where i find true peace that earth cannot provide. A peace that will never be disturbed.
We were made for more, trust me. Life isn't just like that. There is more.

More in Jesus.